[Daneca glances down at the floor for a moment, just to let that settle in. It's what she wants to believe in for herself. Sam took the easy way out and didn't want to put in the work until later. She's not even sure of how much work he's willing to put in even now.]
I think we're going to break up. When I get back home.
[Because she will leave. Once she gets her deal.]
[She looks back up at Cassel.]
I still love him and I always will. And I think he loves me, too. But I'm not in love with him anymore and I'm not sure if he's in love with me either.
I wanted to be. Like he did. Does. But I can't make myself.
[It feels strange saying it out loud and she can feel a soft buzz within her from saying it. It's been there, in the back of her mind and deep down in her heart all this time, but she never dared to say it out loud to anyone before. It would make it and her unhappiness with Sam too real.]
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I think we're going to break up. When I get back home.
[Because she will leave. Once she gets her deal.]
[She looks back up at Cassel.]
I still love him and I always will. And I think he loves me, too. But I'm not in love with him anymore and I'm not sure if he's in love with me either.
I wanted to be. Like he did. Does. But I can't make myself.
[It feels strange saying it out loud and she can feel a soft buzz within her from saying it. It's been there, in the back of her mind and deep down in her heart all this time, but she never dared to say it out loud to anyone before. It would make it and her unhappiness with Sam too real.]