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Dᴀɴᴇᴄᴀ Wᴀssᴇʀᴍᴀɴ ([personal profile] advocacy) wrote2014-09-29 10:15 pm
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So, I've been doing a lot of thinking and I think...

I don't think getting my deal is going to get me what I want. I need to go home and I need to figure some things out. I'm... I'm sorry. I feel like I'm maybe letting some people down, but I think...

It's better this way.

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You were right, you know.
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[personal profile] patheticvillain 2014-09-30 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
What?

[That is so. Surreal to hear.]
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[personal profile] advocacy 2014-09-30 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
Are you genuinely confused or just trying to get me to say it again?
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[personal profile] patheticvillain 2014-09-30 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
No, I'm, you know. Genuinely completely baffled.
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[personal profile] advocacy 2014-09-30 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
[What else is new? Daneca rolls her eyes a little, but good-naturedly.]

I guess I got so mad at you earlier because you were right.
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[personal profile] patheticvillain 2014-10-01 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
You think?

[To his credit, this is only 10% sarcastic.]
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[personal profile] advocacy 2014-10-07 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
Cassel.

[Is this really the time?]
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[personal profile] patheticvillain 2014-10-07 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
Okay, okay. I'll shut up.

Go ahead.
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[personal profile] advocacy 2014-10-08 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
It wasn't... [She looks down and then back up again.] It wasn't fair that I threw Barron in your face like that. I'm not-- You know I can't really forgive you for it, but that still wasn't fair.

I was just... I'm scared. I've been scared my whole life and you were right.

I hide from people.
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[personal profile] patheticvillain 2014-10-08 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
[He could say that it was fair, that it was deserved. That she's done a good job. That she doesn't need to be scared. But saying any of those things would be bullshit. None of them matter, not the way just listening matters.]

[For once he manages to shut up and hear her. Even though he knew it was true, it hurts to hear.]

Yeah.

[I am scared. Not I was. But she's going back anyway. He wants to tell her she's brave, but it seems trite and stupid.]

You're not hiding now.
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[personal profile] advocacy 2014-10-12 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
[Daneca nods a little.]

I'm...I'm gonna try not to. I don't want to start here though. This isn't...

[This isn't home. She needs something real if she's going to do this and stay with it.]
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[personal profile] patheticvillain 2014-10-12 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[He nods, too. He gets it.]

This isn't the right place for you. [Not the way it is for him.]

So. Home?
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[personal profile] advocacy 2014-10-13 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
Home.

[She nods a little and then looks down. Daneca is leaving a few people behind in going home. She knows it's for the best, but she's going to miss them.]

Think you'll ever visit?
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